all by myself don't wanna be all by myself
anymore hard to be sure
sometimes I feel so insecure and loves so distant and obscure
remains the cure
WHEN WILL YOU BE COMING
FOR ME
Friday, September 16, 2005
3:22 PM
The Past
Damn, reading all these blogs of people making out, reminds me of the dark past I used to have. All the flirting, flings, and unknowingly being such a jerk at that time. If you asked me, I couldn't have answered, not even to how many ex girlfriends I had. Foreplay, slumber party, what else could you think of? I have to admit, it was fun. Now as I look back, feelings of regrets and memories came flashing back like a tape recorder repeating it's song.
Why did I even get involved? Was it really fun? Did all these things make me happy? The answers will still be in the midst of darkness. Never shall these be repeated.
Holidays, 1 week, of rotting and sitting at home, staring at this silver box (they called it the monitor). Haven't been doing much. Sleeping paradise, yea I slept a lot!
Got to sit for a sub paper, that is confirmed because I overslept on the day. Think I'm gonna study later, or should I go to parkway for a game of pool? I guess I'm low on cashline. Oh well, study will do just fine for me.
